Things I miss to Hell !

1) My bestfriend! Technically, she's not a 'thing', I miss being with her.
2) Choclate, I've left choclate for months!
3) Choclate sundae. Why does it all has to be 'food'?
4) Nasi goreng cina Masria Dining (girl college).
5) I miss jogging, alone along gurls college.
6) Online at Murni Dining late til 1++ am during fasting month.
7) I miss talking on the phone on the 'cat smell' couch in RS Home. (Resident Staff a.k.a rumah haram)
8) Talking to Dhiya and Nadya like the old time where we are in the first year.
9) I to miss grab lunch and have a good movie together.
10) I miss having good chitchat with Chichi Berry while on semester 4 where we still stay in the same room. The best room, and best semester ever!
11) I miss singing with Adam on the phone, even my voice is freaking awful.
12) I miss to hangout with Anwar, and his buddy who he always dragged along, (the one I never know)
13) Gossiping with my sister.
14) Making someone laugh.
15) Being somebody's somebody.
16) I miss to smile while listening to love songs.
17) I miss the lalaland feelings when Im inlove.
18) My old skin.
19) My old life, where nobody notice me.
20) To kiss mama and tell her I love her like I used to do everynyte before I sleep when I was my lil brother age.
21) To hug ayah from behind when riding on his bike.
22) To watch Sailormoon and wished I could wake up on the next day to be one of those cute lil darling.
23) To wake up every morning where mama prepared me breakfast and kiss my forehead before I walked to school.
24) I miss when boyfriend let me know how special I am.
25) I miss to be the only child in the family.
26) To share coolblog with shah.
27) I miss to kiss Naqiu, my 10 years old brother.
28) I miss to skype with ikhy.
29) I miss to walk to pasar malam with Melanie every saturday nyte.
30) To be around lots of girlfriends and talk shit.
31) Shopping with Chichi Berry.
32) I miss to go along with diana when she's having her hair cut.
33) To hug Fizah and tell her don't go home, UPM. Stay here with me. Take me to Kapitan, lets talk thre til morning :(
34) Kissing a cat face.
35) Having meals with Shafiq Ariff.
36) My short hair.
37) Getting a real smile.
38) To burst out a super LOUDDD laughter.
39) I miss to wear Mascara, and powder !
40) I miss to have most of all the good things I know I'll never had again.